Life has become monotonous, and boredom has taken a permanent place in my life. I live free by the standards of most of the people I know. I don't enjoy the work I do, don't enjoy cooking which I usually used to like, don't like to go out with friends, shopping does not excite me, don't enjoy long conversation with my mom on phones and the list goes on. Is something wrong with me? Or it is just some of the symptoms of the changing phase that I am currently experiencing in my life. I don't have the answers or you can say I don't want to find the clues.
At times, I start thinking on a particular topic and after some time I realize that my thoughts have gone leaps and bounds. Even though, I am amidst the company of some of my closest friends, I feel lonely inside. I want to be myself. But before that need to work out on where I have gone wrong and why I am experiencing such changes.
With no comfort from the closed ones, who actually lack the intelligent understanding required to talk about things the way I want it to be. Here I am now, writing a new post in hopes that some supreme wisdom will just push me to the edge and I will get the answers to all my unanswered questions.
I simply want freedom from the monotonous life I am living. May be shifting to a new city, changing job, or finding myself in a new social circle will lift up my MOOD.
1 comment:
hey i like what you wrote.. but not the matter.. why is there so much negativity in your writing? somehow i dont feel comfy about it.. people are of different types.. you have to accept eveyone as they are.. sometimes you got to upgrade otherwise come down to their levels.. but before that beleive in yourself.. most important be yourself.. why am i talking so much philosophy i dont know.. but you need to see the bright side.. i will qoute you from a few weeks back.. when life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, you know you have a 1000 reasons to smile.. look at what you have and what others don't.. have i said enough or do i need to say more ;)))
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